Dear God,
We have always prayed and wanted a baby eversince we decided to get married. We were even disappointed a couple of times when my period arrived on the dot and when that one time when it did not, but the PT result turned negative.
And now that you have granted our wish... Forgive me Lord if oftentimes I whine. I whine because I eat a lot of times not because I want to but because I need to. I whine because I can no longer go to places I want to go anytime because the nausea and vomiting are unpredictable. I whine because my tongue tastes bitter. I whine because I 'm always in bed. I whine because I got headaches. And the nausea is just so bad. Most of all, I whine because I vomit all over. And it's horrible!
I thought I was ready, but no... I had not considered these facts that majority of pregnant women do experience the things I am experiencing right now. I thought I was one of the lucky few who never get to experience these.
I thought pregnancy is all the time happy. But boy was I wrong!
But above all these My God, please know that although I whine, I am very much thankful for this early Christmas present you have given us.
I do whine but that does not mean that I resent this. I whine because that's just the way I react... Maybe because this is my first and everything is so new to me that I don't know how to handle the situation well.
Next time, I know better.
Trying my best on this journey,
Bing
We have always prayed and wanted a baby eversince we decided to get married. We were even disappointed a couple of times when my period arrived on the dot and when that one time when it did not, but the PT result turned negative.
And now that you have granted our wish... Forgive me Lord if oftentimes I whine. I whine because I eat a lot of times not because I want to but because I need to. I whine because I can no longer go to places I want to go anytime because the nausea and vomiting are unpredictable. I whine because my tongue tastes bitter. I whine because I 'm always in bed. I whine because I got headaches. And the nausea is just so bad. Most of all, I whine because I vomit all over. And it's horrible!
I thought I was ready, but no... I had not considered these facts that majority of pregnant women do experience the things I am experiencing right now. I thought I was one of the lucky few who never get to experience these.
I thought pregnancy is all the time happy. But boy was I wrong!
But above all these My God, please know that although I whine, I am very much thankful for this early Christmas present you have given us.
I do whine but that does not mean that I resent this. I whine because that's just the way I react... Maybe because this is my first and everything is so new to me that I don't know how to handle the situation well.
Next time, I know better.
Trying my best on this journey,
Bing
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